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they call to me at night They whisper in my ear... words I cannot hear and I don't understand. A million messages I see swirling around I'm lost in it's pattern I cannot decipher. My dreams, what do they mean. I see your face as if it were yesterday. In my dreams we laugh as friends when everything's okay. These dreams they tell me stories intertwined in rythyms Only in waking the real twist is lies. Noting more I could miss from unrealistic bliss behind shadows, curtians, viels and masks Why do things like this change in my head is a haunting. ~ +Memory ~ Share ~ Feel something
Reckless alone with all my years Tear filled memories come crashing in. I've tried to blur you out of all my fears I've pour rain into my very soul Entire cleansing my complete being Your essense still resignates I cannot move on with this life While you haunt me even in my sleep I've tried to wash you all away Why do you stay? When your the one that turned away I've burned you through Given you up to the universe I've called on the heavens Still you linger here Why wont it leave me alone Free these bonds that bind Release these ties you ignore That you left long ago I fight for mere freedom there Of a ghost in my head In choking tears I asked Skiddng off to nowhere You still have all of me Praying that you let go I need a little more air Maybe sometime If you'd forgiven me.
Mixed and flitered Everything is not the same Not going back Vanishing from within Uncovering mindful blindness What is gone will never grow I'll lose my mind To review and mold All those things you asked of me I'll give to another Erasing myself and all I made Just to show a masquerade
Such beautiful friendships I'm castaway When Cherry blossoms fall Left with nothing All that is I must admit That in my heart I can't rid of it Inside my tears I cry each time Friendship like this Once a lifetime When Chimes they ring Inside my mond When I only think I've wronged this time Beautiful friendships Such as this Flicker lights is swift movements Twitch and Twitch I'll Say it once, I'm not afraid I do miss them more each day. Tattered in a door way of emptiness Reclean me entirely I Fight for all this time I choose to let go of All we can build on My relentlessness is exhuasting my years Why does the flower fold without sun When can the rain renew a year of cold. The desert lies within my hands I search the sahara in your eyes Finding nothing resting in the void.
Trees burned down into hollow graves breath became a pit of hearth Tears as rain in heaping sobs Feeling the drag as regrets pour in I had to walk away Fighting away such angers New walls crumble before me Walking backwards to face the future Worlds of mirrors locked in senseless reflection The past acts like a anchor I'm drifting in tiny circles Desperate to cut the chains Gravity is gravity When love was never enough You know I never meant to hurt you What you choose to ignore Now haunts my dreams Some things cannot be read Some dreams weren't meant to die This life is my own Nothing for you two to make fun of Cross your fingers before you die Promise never to breathe again Blindly losing my since Forgive me now, forget it later What can't be undone Why carry passion and anger for Dead weight, my fingers lose feeling My taste for blood. The sun dies and trees burn holes Haunts and spooks in midday Why build just to tear away... One crossroad on the other side Two choices to make Two times the love and pain The mixture crossed in the fog Feeling aimless drifting like a shooting star Traveling like a wanderer Finding empty overturned stones Hollow until I dreamed a dream Is this just some illusion Where roses bloom Clouds billow with whispering wind in rain Where your shadow is in my hands then disappears Rays of sunshine flicker and I am awear Dreams are dreams not cloth of tangable seams I am falling, help me to breathe In misty windows I reach from Rooms filled with leaves I see his figure staring back at me My dreams, reality in the works filtering with a tapestry of life. When your should let go Because your angry When you should show love Because your words are daggers My cosmos have no shield for Because your unrelenting Non subsiding distance retresting Cages can't bury walls set in stones Like towers growing around Your vineyards, your blossoms die. Glided wind underneath brave wings Fires burn behind trails frightened Shadows grow bleak in shear dessolation Disillusioned child if yesterdays Fearce spirit walker she aims no pleasures Two seconds more you'll see every piece She leaves you standing there, empty. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In a spiral tumbling through wind Gravity is a factor turn around only to run into the same walls again holding on fighting for air Do it all again, no change from day to day The beaten rythym knocking you down From the cells and chains Feel in under your skin, sinking in past making you stay One in the same little time for change See the world anew theres more beyond just you Moving on is one step to far fear of falling Free of endless spiral deep abyss Beauty holds out her hands facing Fate, facing What to seek, what is lost In truth of time, lies drag like bells around your feet Something to reach to out of touch Windows, glimpses of reality Where to go gravity's anchor Pulling you in down lost in all tried Spirals in your center the world wheels around That you were falling from the world As aimless as a shooting star ~~~~~~ Give me something
Things you never knew Lay hidden behind you What your heart hides from you The gentle touch of your hand The look in your eyes see me, I feel everything I see you, not like before The words flowing from your lips I know of that which is true I take in the light a vail that surronds you The moment the earth stops Everytime you touch me In sparkling meadows I followed my own heart In my dreams one can wish for such beauty A gift of inner calm more than can be touched I filter from that reality Never with wholesome belief That a soul such as yours exist In dreams I am surrounded by falling cherry blossoms To wake in mid drift and know All that was seen is real, here. In my arms, this is no dream. In the face of time Meaningless In the heart of men Unworthy Grieve To her that which dies so slowly Falling To the abyss of you Despair On a day so empty To scavengers and theives. Wrong places, in the core of a soul Beauty's dreams lost in corners Fear to tred new changes Hearts flutter on the back of bullets with wings To not walk down this path. To walk this path Whirlwinds could carry the seeds of my soul Till all that is left is my core. Good deeds frozen in the space of you A broken memory with faded painted posies Winds blow in, you can hear them say Passed this hallway on the corner He is there waiting for you My mask falls to the floor With ribbons undone and mixtures of rain Just another desperate illision. Passions losing hunger Losing herself in hunger Deserts leaving all empty Lost in the harsh wind Of your laden tongue Cruel worlds spue from within Only some see the faults She wants to live without Desert of Words Leaving all dilapidated They'll never see Pages to turn back Life in reverse What can never be Dry bleak denouement Adverting all solutions Qwench not thy thurst She climbs, and she falls, She stalls, and she cries, She is kicked, and she's up again. This is a side of which you'll never see The desert, is the beginning and the end.
Misfit, reaching in vain Losing self control To go again same as before Constance though it isn't What to long for, waiting What do you want Someday she'll find a miracle It's coming like the dawn See you there Dreamed once maybe, on the other side of this looking glass Only dreamed You fly above the days touched With tiny fingertips See you, there Healing, healing me, with or without you She is who she is, like it or not She'll be no one you think There are sides of which you'll never see Maybe just a dream Here in her head she sees, joy is like pain Secret Pearls There is lies Beauty, Sorrow, in sacred trusts It wont be like before When one steps in, the other nothing The world is calling to her now, nothing stays the same Everything moves Everything changes Another world will come for you now, it says Keep it together, or fall down like rain Never could see it like this before Holding on she goes, lost in one day Don't drown here, moving rain Maybe it is only a dream So heres a lame attempt to put my mind at ease. And some may say why does it matter. But It's because my poetry is my major out. Once I right it down like this It doesn't have the same effect on me as it did before the sentances formed. It meaning my life issues. Beauty in Trust Tattles on the Heart Was that my heart? Moving time, even clouds spin What feels, what is felt No longer the same So it seems I wanted this She cannot move moons Nor does she try Beyond her eyes, but in her hands Dead flowers renew What is, what was Everything has changed No longer feel the same Bright sky in dark twilights Rivers end, ebbs, flows Discovering within All wounds have healed. Day Dream Desire unfulfilled Deprivation There you left her standing there Lost with no home No place to find herself Hunger building in her sacred land She searches for the stars to tell her secrets They have no answers, and she knows it Where could she have gone to? This little girl with a story Colorful world turned in darkness Across the desert lies your scattered fortress No trumpets has she to tear down the highest tower Do not believe you can break her Blindly you run after She cuts you down, she’ll not play anymore She is stronger than the desert heat The harsh wind cannot defeat Elements of trust, water beside her Where else would it turn to? Now it’s too late she’s left you Stormy nights no longer leave her in shear desolation Reflection on the water. Pale moons In the light A dance of calming meditation A picture of you set in my head The things we dream about Untouched by our mortal hands A fever burning beneath your cherry tree. Is what I am All that you see me as A mask in hand Is folly for the mind She may be decieving But rather a fading Painted picture, in blues and grays Flickering wind What I yearn for What I am, is not what you see What I am not is the girl that appears before you She dreams in silvery silouettes Velvet mist under foot simple grave yard in flight I see a peaceful pathway across your country side Over flows your decision I am in fear I am not dividing I have my wings left bleeding Waiting for you, come to my shore. Take me wind carry me, free me sun dry the days New life and passion for freedom here Inside my mind I hear, do you see the river coming? I feel the change like a whirlpool Facing south I spark the bright gray clouds Winter comes my memories flood me I walk the days of autumn believing in another day A hundred years may pass; will I still feel the same? The sunlight washes the old news Lead me enchanted forest. No one knows what’s inside of me Can they see what is the real me Pure and imperfect, faulted and unholy Treat the butterfly with care She is fragile and sensitive Yet no one cares, she’ll break Though she is strong One day they say your day will come Feel the thunder free from hunger Drowning to free yourself Burning underneath your cherry tree She is the pearl your heart cannot see. Give her, grieve for her, bleed for her, her innocence, The child within, this diamond she is rare; She is in her own color. The lightening spark X-posted at my regular LJ and Tatter my pages Free minds in paradise Grieve this day A song died in the listless confusion My winter is cold But so is the spring Breed new life into my being Aimless wanderer become endowed Timeless misfortune Give to wistful winds Pale moon falling over your caress Just looking into the eyes of fate. She knew, as she whispered “This day would come,” Greeting it with a slight smile Fare thee well, until you day is dawning I’ll not mirror your convictions Or dance your favorite part I have no use for these vices These games you called life “Tomorrow will be a better day” She silently promised to herself Forward moving forward Leaving all behind Wipe the tears away Someday, someday You’ll forget about the ashes Tattered heart dried in the sun The moon may be bright and beautiful So is the night The stars, the sky Bleed not from needles and thorns “Cleanse me, please, cleanse me” She cried in hard shaking sobs, leave her be Breathe fair child of autumn’s fire Just… Walk Away. It hungers in temptation but with fear and pride I give my life for a taste of such beauty There yes swings the pendulum Fill my soul with freedom bells I give the heart to free the mind There in lies the problem To give, and give With no return I fear not my fate But the emptyness that awaits
The fourth season was the passing A time of trial and tribulation The Monarch waited by the window Listless fury in confessing The days are number here my dear today Can dream tomorrow with fears Bliss in perfect sanctuary Morose on reflection Unyielding Play on words and toil through nights I’ll hand them a single flower in blessing And will not hang my head in shame I have too much for yearn for New brighter places will be Journey to find the one The one who is for me
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Shattering Window The Colors of Shame A Pale Sacrifice Wither Away for Sanctity Pain is my window Don’t mistake it for clear colored glasses Depth in beauty sweet roses of despair Through it all, she holds you in high regard Terrified of my own heart Sheltering hallways Grieve for him who has lost his way. A song sung in the autumn of his blossom Fixated fire within your hearts retreat Bless the soul the one who breaks you into splinters Feed my winds, give me wings I’ll fly far from this day and the pain you gave I need not, this story, my mystic enchantress I need not your woe, your guns and bombs Nor feed you and your fire With perfect poison, with perfect potions Shattering windows, the colors of your shame Sanity in pale reflection sacrificing peace How I long for perfect peace Wither me the rose, wild with desolation.
In fire and heat Lost in years with dessolation Deeper dungeons Hunger for tidal waves Offer me your soul Finally Free Innocence Seas of you I lust for just one more. Take me into your world Fire burning under Drowning in the gaze leaving all bones weak The way the rain falls Touches the ground The way it covers all It floods and fills the soul The way the fire burns Run rapidly through the ground The way it covers all Sets a blaze inside the soul The way the wind blows Gushing over the ground The way it covers all Clears the insides of the soul The way the Earth moves Steady as is it the ground They way it is all Grounding the soul Spark my elements into being Create a likeness of it in me Breathing let me be one Exotic dance I don't know why I chose to say goodbye, I'm terrified of what I might have served. ~ ~ ~
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